I feel the need to lay some rumors to rest… The answer is yes. I, Christopher Brandon do have a girlfriend. I know it may come as a shock to everyone - I know it still seems unbelievable for myself. Years have gone by since someone has wanted to take my hand & it’s a feeling that is beyond new for me. I have severe doubts that I could be of any use for someone & I really need to learn how to look beyond such insecurities and I am trying. God knows I am trying, I want things to work, I want to live life not being so alone all the time. But of course, you know me, I need my alone time still. And at the moment I am getting way too much of it, for the girl who has my heart lives 413.30 miles from my house. Or in non-calculating terms, in Southern California (gross, I know).
Anyways, the girl, whose name is Kayla, is simply amazing… she has the biggest eyes and the kindest heart that has ever graced me. And god, the way our lips touch is the most amazing sensation that this world has ever known. God, I miss that… I miss her.
A boy like me, with this much unbridled passion is a crime. The world isn’t ready for me, isn’t ready for us.
By no means don’t think that I am not the same boy you once knew, I am very much still myself. It’s just now, well now, I have another extension of me. How is it that you can still grow in character at the age of twenty-five?
Aw Chris, I'm very happy for you. It's about time. You do deserve to be loved you know. You said you miss her, I hope it's not a long distance thing. That would suck. Anyway, take care of your bad self.
Posted by: brenda lee on November 11, 2004 01:34 PMyou have a point. It would appear that I didn't read it. lol. I thought I took it all in and I missed a paragraph. Distractions. Thanks for pointing that out. Still, It doesnt change that I'm happy for him.
Well thank you very much. I know it doesn't seem possible but fortunately it is.
The distance hurts but she plans on moving back to northern california eventually.
And thanks FAITH for looking out for me & my journal! You're Tops!
Posted by: cb on November 12, 2004 11:53 AMsometimes i just wish my names were reversed... i'm always looking out!
Posted by: faith on November 12, 2004 02:08 PMChris:
Thanks for the email. I'll be emailing you again soon.
I too am glad you have someone. My second date in my lifetime occurs tomorrow night. I'm trembling at the thought. Can I still grow in character at the age of thirty-five? Yes.
Lastly, were those jalapenos hot? (The October photo ones)
~N
Posted by: Nick on November 12, 2004 04:45 PM