I haven’t written anything in quite some time. I don’t mean just on staynobody, but in my real journal, or even music journals. It feels a bit like a chore at the moment, that or I just don’t feel very creative/humorous/sexy/willing/etc, to amuse others or myself for that matter.
This last weekend has been something else, to say the least. On Friday I did the unthinkable and met a girl who I talk to from the internet. Seven years of refusal & I finally did it; I was a wreck of course. Poor girl, I fear that I am just so awful to be around as is, let alone, with my nerves on end. She was wonderful & very sweet & she did her best to make me feel more at ease. Needless to say I really loved being around her, I think it was good for me. Now you are thinking, “Well, Christopher now you can meet me”. Well, not so true it took a lot out of me, I need some recuperation. I just wish it wasn’t the summer, everyone knows that I hate the summer & I am always my fattest in the summer. And that is a good way to start my next paragraph…
After tomorrow’s grand finale at former 500 homerun king, Willie McCovey’s restaurant in Walnut Creek, I will take a hiatus from eating out for an entire month. This is a huge experiment for me; I spend way too much money & eat way too much food from eating out. Many people think there is no way that I can do it but I like proving people wrong, so it will just encourage me. My guess is that I will lose over 15 pounds this next month, to get ready for my usual slimming of fall. It’s as if my body molts or something – it’s always a sure bet that I get thinner in the fall & winter.
In the saga of my aunt & her boyfriend, I have rather disturbing news. Larry called my house crying on the answering machine, begging for Dayna to call him back. Well, Dayna has been staying the night at her new man’s house. Yesterday, Larry drove over to my family’s place and sat outside for hours early in the morning, waiting for Dayna to leave for work. When he realized that she wasn’t there he called Dayna’s cell phone & started cussing her out and then threatened to kill her. Needless to say, that didn’t go over too well with my Aunt and tomorrow she is filing a restraining order against Larry. I think this will enrage him & I do believe that things are going to get worse. Tonight on my way up to my stairs, I heard a noise in the dark corner of my backyard. Fear is strange for half a second I was paralyzed wondering what or who it could be. Then I clinched my fist and walked closer to the origin of the noise, my endorphins were throbbing and as I jumped into the dark corner I scared the piss out of some Raccoons. What a relief but damn those raccoons! They are just the cutest things ever but so mischievous. It seems as if that is always the way it is, the cutest things are always the most mischievous. Okay, well I am only referring to girls, but really, you could probably swap the ‘girl’ bit for anything.
Alright 2AM, I should probably slink my way off to bed, wish I had someone next to me, but who doesn’t?
So you've talked to her for seven years, or you've refused to meet anyone off the Net for that long? At any rate, well done. I guess the only way to really tell if it went well is by answering this question: does she still message you online now that you've met?
Posted by: Chad on September 10, 2004 04:45 AM