November 24, 2004

remember me - special needs

As most of you know, the holidays really bring me down. Tomorrow is Thanksgiving, a tradition which I want no part of. My own Thanksgiving tradition of eating pizza will however, take place. If anyone wants to join me, you are more than welcome.

Black Friday is coming! This is pretty much the last day I have to go out & feel comfortable enough to rub elbows with the shopping savages. So for the most part I will be house-bound until 2005 – this really fucking depresses me.

Maybe this time of year wouldn’t hurt so much if I had a family who understood, cared or who were even tolerable? It’s a shame too, because Christmas used to be my favorite holiday. I think that all changed that night when I was lost in Oakland, drunk & crying while sitting in the middle of the street. Good times…

Posted by staynobody at November 24, 2004 11:54 AM
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C'mon big guy, gimme a hug!

You know, Chris, if I never got to meet you in person, I would die an incomplete person.

Posted by: Nick on November 24, 2004 04:05 PM

I love smashing Peavey EVH Wolfgang guitars on stage or my name isn't Eddie... and it's not.

Posted by: Nick on November 25, 2004 06:20 PM

Psh, Thanksgiving was over a month ago. I haven't even started my Christmas shopping, and THAT depresses me. It's just a formality of course. Why do so many people feel that if you don't get them a Christmas present, then that somehow means that you hate them?

What's this Black Friday all about?

Posted by: Chad on November 26, 2004 02:05 AM

You would die an incomplete person because you didn't meet me? Now that is just sad, trust me, I am such a let-down in real life. I'd shatter all hopes & ideas you may have of me. :[

Posted by: cb on November 29, 2004 09:15 PM

No pretensions. No expectations.

I just know who I'd like to know. Don't you know? Who am I to claim who might be noteworthy? Who are you to claim that you'd know what I'd hope?

Posted by: Nick on November 29, 2004 09:26 PM

Whatever happens... I love you.

Posted by: DND on November 29, 2004 09:28 PM

And... In my dreams you are famous. What a terrible thing!

Posted by: Nick on November 29, 2004 09:30 PM

let's escape to mexico.

Posted by: faith on November 30, 2004 07:19 AM
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